I don't know what it is... but lately my dreams have been effed up.

A couple nights ago for example. 

******************************************************

Garret drove a couple of us through this Jurassic Park place and we slept in a van with high tech stuff and dudes who wanted to kill the dinosaurs. Anyways, we found a cat and I had to save it cause it was an endangered species of cat. And then Garret crashed the boat and the cat was drowning and I had to save it and I tried and I think I gave is CPR. ... can't remember if it worked.

THEN me and the family swam in the river, and K.A. High was in the forest so I went there, and James Stringam was there. And something happened and I can't remember what.

THEN the family and friends were camping and our hottub was there and we were on my usual generic gray colored dream landscape and IN my dream I had a dream that I was prego and Luc was gonna deliver my baby in the bathroom and I REALLY didn't wanna have a baby and I was like WTF HOW AM I PREGO DID I HAVE SEX? I MUST HAVE! WAS IT GOOD!? I CAN'T REMEMBER! AH I DON WANNA HAVE A BEHBEH IT'LL HURT! Then I woke up in my dream from my dream next to a half sleeping (now walking out of the bathroom) shirtless Luc (EEEWWWW) and I came to the conclusion that Luc and I both sleep walked into the bathroom and slept there... hopefully (EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW)

TTHHHEEEEENNNNUH! I wandered outside to see YOU AMBER and Hailey and some hot Asian guys. And they randomly started posing for you guys with little peace signs and other Japanese stereotyped poses (like winks and stuff) and thought to my self HMMM THEY MUST BE USED TO HAVING THEIR PICTURE TAKEN. OR THEY JUST NATURALLY POSE FOR PEOPLE. Then you and Hailey squeed and started snapping photos and I awoke!


***********************************************************

So yeah. Big wtf there.

But thats not like the one were I had the dream about the random hot gay guy that I had never seen before ever who went straight for me and then asked me out WTF.
*******************************************
OR THE NAP TIME ONE *dies* omgah!

So I was workin' at Stokes being bored and wearing a skirt (for some reason) and I look up and its REID! <3 And I die and then he asks me if I want to take a ride in his 09 Camaro and I'm like BXTCH PLEASE! OF COURSE!

So he gives me a ride home, and asks me if he can come in. Then I'm like "hmmm... probably not smart considering the fact that he was clearly hitting on me and I still like James. OH WELL" So I let him in, being idiot me, and immediately I am against the wall. NOT BEING RAPED THANK YOU! GAWD WHAT KIND OF MIND DO YOU THINK I HAVE *heheh* Anyways, amazing makeout session with Reid, and then I'm randomly aware that James is coming over.

SO I push Reid off, which was hard to do, and James bursts in and Reid is all "Dude. You're an idiot. Seriously. Stop cancelling on your girlfriend. Or I'll fill in her free time for you." And then James gave this heartwarming speech about how he ditched his stupid family for me and then Reid was getting pissed off and then he's like YOU WANNA GO BOY! And James was like BRING IT and I'm like NO THIS IS BAD .

Then I woke up wondering where the eff that dream came from.
****************************

I think it's the prolongued sleep hours, starting at 3am and ending at 3pm. I think my brain just come up with random shit to pass the time.

Another thing I've noticed. I have been cursing in my writting. Whats that about? Blah whatever.

So yeah. I'm open to any explanations here by the way.

Hmm I don't want to shut up. Good thing is this is makin me tired. THANK. GOD. I need to fix my melatonin levels again. Effed up melatonins always messing with my groove. You screwed up my groove im sorry youve screwed up the emperors groove imm sorrryyyy falls out of window haaaaaaaaaa okay lost all interest in the capitals and punciation sorry youll have to live wiht it maybei ll keep typeing to see how long and i n can contniually go for maybe if i just randomly jeep typong any word in my head ill come up wht a fantasticall story about a dsih  and dthingsd baaaaahhhh ZZZZZZzzzz